It's late and I can't believe I'm typing this out instead of sleeping.
But.... I needed to say this, to get it out of my system today.
In recent years, some of my close friends have fallen upon hard times. I see the direction their lives take and just ache for them.
I cannot believe these people, these essentially good people, would do these things, would indulge in these patently self destructive acts.
But they do. And I have to stand by and watch them with tears in my heart.
I've known them since our schooldays together, kids in uniform bonding over Macdonald's fries, comics, games and first crushes. And I want to hold on to those memories and their fresh happy faces because what I see today breaks my heart.
You can't save people from themselves.
I don't like to interfere but I need to say something soon because if I don't, then I'm just not a friend.
Good night all.